Dec 4, 2009

love that makes me feel guilty

So I will be going to hyderabad soon...have booked my tickets to leave on 7th Jan....what's most exciting besides meeting family and friends who will be meeting from and across India is that my lil' sister sang would be having a baby....even ross has sensed the baby....(he seems to begin following and liking sangeeta).....I have been speaking a lot more to people I speak to regularly and am trying to get back in touch with those I love but haven't been very good at communicating with.

I sense the excitement from my family and friends and being to able to meet me again....what makes me feel guilty is when I sense a lot more love and excitement than I deserve....I do not know why I am loved this much...even though I feel honored.....sometimes it feels really hard to live up to the standards set for me/ the expectations people have of me.

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